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Response to critical Amazon review of my book by Rob Robinson of Prophecy Update

2/26/2012

 

Recently Mr. Rob Robinson of Prophecy Update posted a critical review of my book, Why I Believed: Reflections of a Former Missionary. Since my response to his review is longer than what Amazon will accept, I've decided to turn it into a blog post:

Thank you, Mr. Robinson, for taking the time to review my book. See my responses interspersed with the text of your review below:

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[Mr. Robinson] I recently finished "Why I Believed" and found it a most interesting read that really confirmed why I have been a believer for more than 36 years. Most of the authors arguments are based on his feelings about Christianity and his feelings that the Bible is not reliable.

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[Ken] While it’s true that any decision related to faith, whether to accept it or reject it, involves feelings and emotions and personal experiences, and while I did include a number of these in my book, it would be unfair to suggest that “most” of what I wrote was based on personal feelings rather than on evidence-based argumentation. I drew many of my arguments from the findings of science, history, archaeology, and the cross-comparison of biblical passages. While you may not find these arguments convincing, that’s a different matter from asserting that “most” of my arguments are based on my feelings. It would seem you have chosen to dismiss as a “feeling” any argument that you don’t agree with.

It’s not just my feeling that Jesus did not return in his generation. If there’s no evidence that he returned in that generation, it’s more than a feeling to suggest that he did not. It’s also more than a feeling that Jesus and the NT writers proclaimed that Jesus would return in the generation of those then living: there are many passages that teach just that, as I discussed at some length in by book. It’s not my feeling that the Bible endorsed slavery, even what we today would consider oppressive slavery, the kind of slavery the Civil War was fought to abolish. See Leviticus 25:42-46 and Exodus 21:20. It’s in the text and is not just a feeling.

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[Mr. Robinson] It was clear throughout the course of this book that the arguments made by the author are lacking evidence. For example: in the section regarding "Fulfilled Prophecy" and "The Resurrection of Jesus Christ", the author simply states how these important facts of Christianity were compelling to him when he was a believer. I expected some refutation of the fact that Jesus perfectly fulfilled over 300 old testament prophecies, and the odds of any one man in all of history being able to accomplish this, was beyond the possibility of chance.

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[Ken] In my chapter 10 on biblical prophecies, I did examine several of the 300 messianic prophecies you mentioned, but while doing so I presented six general criteria for determining whether a given fulfilled prophecy requires a supernatural explanation. I would encourage you to consider each of these principles and indicate why or why not they are rooted merely in my personal feelings. If they are purely subjective or invalid, please explain which alternate criteria you would use to exclude alleged prophecies from other religious traditions (e.g., those of Joseph Smith, some of whose prophecies I dismiss using these same criteria).

1) It can be proven that the event happened after the prophecy. I acknowledged that all the messianic prophecies of the Hebrew Bible were presented before the advent of Jesus, so this criterion does not disqualify any of those prophecies.

2) It can be proven that the event that was said to have been fulfilled actually happened. This criterion presents a problem for many of the messianic prophecies, since there’s no reliable way to prove that the Gospel writers did not fabricate any of the events claimed to have fulfilled OT prophecy. It is not the skeptic that bears the burden of proof; it is the one insisting that no naturalistic explanation is possible who must eliminate the possibility that a given prophetic fulfilment was fabricated. I provided some examples of events that have all the appearance of being fabricated by the Gospel writers (see especially my discussion on Jesus’ birth in Bethlehem), but even if you are not satisfied that they are fabricated, you would still need to prove that they *could not* have been fabricated in order to maintain they require a supernatural explanation. Can you prove historically that Jesus was born in Bethlehem or that soldiers cast lots for his garments? I was conditioned as a believer never to question the integrity of the biblical authors; for decades it was just not a possibility I could entertain. But once you realize how common fabrication was in the religious context of first and second century Palestine (for example, in the many pseudepigraphal writings and infant narratives of the era), it becomes less unthinkable that the Gospel writers should be immune from embellishment and outright fabrication.

3) The prophecy must be presented explicitly as a prophecy, not simply as a historical event that has some incidental parallels with a later historical event. See my book for a discussion of this criterion as it relates to some of the fulfilled prophecies in Matthew, especially the “slaughter of the innocents” incident in Matthew 2:13-15.

4) The object and circumstances of the prophecy must be clearly identified in such a way that there can be no mistake as to its precise fulfillment. See my book for a discussion of how this relates to Isaiah 53.

5) Every part of the prophecy must be fulfilled. See my book how this relates to the Micah 5:2 prophecy of a leader to be born in Bethlehem.

6) The prophecy must have a literal fulfillment, not just an imagined spiritual fulfillment. See my book for a discussion of this criterion as it relates to Isaiah 53.

Mr. Robinson, you stated that you expected me to provide “some refutation of the fact that Jesus perfectly fulfilled over 300 old testament prophecies,” but you did not acknowledge the arguments I made above that show how a number of representative messianic prophecies fail these tests and thus do not require a supernatural explanation. To establish that these 300 prophecies are miraculous, you would need to explain either how they pass these six tests or how the tests are flawed. Instead of doing either of these two things, you chose to assert that I made no “refutation of the fact that Jesus perfectly fulfilled over 300 old testament prophecies.” Granted, I did not examine all 300 prophecies, but I examined a representative sample and ended my section on messianic prophecies as follows:

“I could go through many of the remaining messianic prophecies and find one or more conditions they fail to meet, but Thomas Paine (‘An Examination of the Passages in the New Testament, Quoted from the Old, and Called Prophecies of the Coming of Jesus Christ’) has already demonstrated the spuriousness of a great number of them. Furthermore, the onus is on the believer to demonstrate that they pass all the tests, not on the unbeliever to demonstrate that they fail.”

If you have not done so already, I would encourage you to read Thomas Paine’s work, especially since you’re involved in a ministry whose focus is on biblical prophecies, if for no other reason but to understand the perspective of those who take the opposing position.

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[Mr. Robinson] I expected some historical argument for the fact that Jesus did not rise from the dead.

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[Ken] I grant that my chapter on Jesus’ resurrection is thinner than it could be, though I did make some serious arguments that you have not acknowledged or refuted, and I did point my readers to other resources that treat this topic in much greater detail. If you have a solution to the fundamental question of where Jesus first appeared to his disciplines after his resurrection--Galilee (according to Mark and Matthew) or the environs of Jerusalem (according to Luke and John)--then I invite you to put your solution forward, without at the same time insisting that I have not made any historical arguments against Jesus’ resurrection. Again, whether or not you agree with my arguments is not what I am concerned with here; I am concerned with your misrepresentation that I have not made any historical arguments on this topic when in fact I have.

My focus on the location of Jesus’ first post-resurrection appearance to his disciples is more than just an ancillary detail or a minor alleged discrepancy to be swept under the rug. It’s important because it goes to heart of the trustworthiness and integrity of (at least some of) the Gospel writers, which in turn is important for determining to what extent we can trust those writers in anything else they assert. I demonstrated in my book how Luke, while consulting Mark’s story of the resurrection, apparently purposefully altered Jesus’ words to favor a Jerusalem appearance over a Galilee appearance. If this suggestion sounds unthinkable or offensive to you, why? Was Luke not a human capable of misrepresentation like anyone else? What should be astounding in the least if that’s the case? It’s certainly more consistent with what we know about human nature and the physical laws of nature to think that Luke could have distorted the record than that Jesus rose physically from the dead, unless you have an a priori commitment that Luke could not lie or that Jesus had to have risen from the dead. And if Luke could have misrepresented the story, then why not Matthew too? And Mark?

Finally, I made several other arguments in my chapter on Jesus’ resurrection, but if you do not consider my discussion of the location of Jesus’ first post-resurrection appearance to be an argument, then neither will you consider my other arguments to be so either. But that does not make them non-arguments, just arguments you consider to be without merit.  I have engaged respectfully with a number of believers, and though I’ve often disagreed with them or considered their arguments invalid, I do not recall dismissing their arguments as mere feelings.

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[Mr. Robinson] I expected that the author would refute the eyewitness testimony of those who recorded the miracle Jesus performed, such as raise Lazarus from the dead by simply commanding him to do so.

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[Ken] I argued in my book that the authors of the Gospels were not eyewitnesses of the accounts they described. Even evangelical scholar Greg Boyd acknowledges that the Gospels are anonymous. The texts themselves include no indication that any of them were written by Jesus’ disciples. It’s only the later tradition (of second century men) that ascribes them to Matthew, Mark, Luke, and John. How can you prove that John was an eyewitness to Lazaras’ being raised from the dead, other than invoking the traditions of men? What historical argument do you have for this?

Please correct me if I’m wrong, but I am guessing you’re a Protestant who doesn’t accept every eyewitness miracle story you hear from other religious traditions, including Catholicism. Do you believe that on June 24, 1981, six children reported an appearance of the Virgin [Mary] at a hilltop near the town of Medjugorje in Bosnia-Hercegovina? Do you believe that she has continued appearing regularly to these individuals since that time, and that millions of others have made their pilgrimages to the site to experience visions, healings, and other supernatural events? If you don’t readily accept these or other miracle stories reported by eyewitnesses in other religious traditions, then why is it incumbent upon skeptics to refute the miracle stores of the New Testament, including Lazarus’ rising from the dead? Is not the onus on the one who believes in an extraordinary event to prove that it happened, rather than on the skeptic to prove that it didn’t? In short, why am I the bad guy for not automatically believing it happened as reported?

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[Mr. Robinson] There was no evidence given for any of the preeminent reasons to believe the Gospel of Jesus Christ. In fact, the entire book is about the authors feelings, that he just could not believe any longer.

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[Ken] Now your position on my book has progressed from “most of the author’s arguments are based on his feelings” to “the entire book is about the author’s feelings.” Again, I understand you don’t agree with my arguments. Call them invalid arguments if you will, but please at least accord me the respect of acknowledging I’ve made some arguments, and address the substance of my arguments rather than making blanket statements like this.

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[Mr. Robinson] One of the author's arguments that first threw him off course from believing in Jesus or the Bible, was the "young earth" theory put forth by theologians. Of course, no one really knows how old the earth is. I myself do not subscribe to the old earth theory. I believe that the book of Genesis records the fact that God created the heavens and the earth perhaps billions of years ago. In verse 2 of Genesis, something happened that caused the earth to become formless and void. The time span between the original creation of earth and the heavens, and the re-creative state of earth, is unknown. Beginning in Genesis 1, verse 3, the record of the re-creative days of earth being restored and man being created on the earth. The Bible no where states that the earth is just 6,000 or 10,000 years old. Men have stated this as their belief for many decades, but they are clearly wrong.

To allow the unfounded opinions of men to persuade a young man to question the entirety of God's word, is preposterous. The Bible stands alone as it's own commentary and needs no help from men.

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[Ken] This is a serious misrepresentation of what I wrote in my book. While I grew up as a young-earth creationist, I came to accept the antiquity of the earth while I was attending a Christian college. Coming to this conclusion was not responsible for my departure from the faith, as I plainly stated near the beginning of the section on the age of the earth in my book:

“As recounted in chapter 2, I embraced old earth creationism for the final decade of my life as a Christian. As an unbeliever I still do not consider Christianity to be incompatible with an old earth. Though Western Christianity largely came to terms with the antiquity of the earth in the nineteenth century, a revival of young-earth creationism (YEC) and Flood geology starting in the mid-twentieth century has resulted in its becoming the majority view of American evangelicals today. Were it not for the continued widespread embrace of this belief, I would ignore it in favor of more important concerns. Those who already accept the great antiquity of the earth are encouraged to skip on to the next section.”

You stated, “To allow the unfounded opinions of men [regarding the age of the earth] to persuade a young man to question the entirety of God's word, is preposterous.” Rather, what I find preposterous is your lack of care in representing my stated reasons for leaving the faith. All of my many other arguments for no longer accepting Christianity you dismiss as mere “feelings,” but you’ve homed in on this one issue (which I explicitly stated is compatible with Christianity) and made it sound as if this is responsible for my wholesale rejection of the Bible. That simply was not the case.

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[Mr. Robinson] Without the Bible, we do not have a clear explanation for all of the present conditions that we find on the earth, and in human life.

1. Origin of the universe The Book of Genesis stands alone in accounting for the actual creation of the basic space-mass-time continuum which constitutes our physical universe. Genesis 1:1 is unique in all literature, science, and philosophy. Every other system of cosmogony, whether in ancient religious myths or modern scientific models, starts with eternal matter or energy in some form, from which other entities were supposedly gradually derived by some process. Only the Book of Genesis even attempts to account for the ultimate origin of matter, space, and time; and it does so uniquely in terms of special creation.

2. Origin of order and complexity Man's universal observation, both in his personal experience and in his formal study of physical and biological systems, is that orderly and complex things tend naturally to decay into disorder and simplicity. Order and complexity never arise spontaneously--they are always generated by a prior cause programmed to produce such order. The Primeval Programmer and His programmed purposes are found only in Genesis.

3. Origin of the solar system The earth, as well as the sun and moon, and even the planets and all the stars of heaven, were likewise brought into existence by the Creator, as told in Genesis. It is small wonder that modern scientific cosmogonists have been so notably unsuccessful in attempting to devise naturalistic theories of the origin of the universe and the solar system.

4. Origin of the atmosphere and hydrosphere The earth is uniquely equipped with a great body of liquid water and an extensive blanket of an oxygen-nitrogen gaseous mixture, both of which are necessary for life. These have never "developed" on other planets, and are accounted for only by special creation.

5. Origin of life How living systems could have come into being from nonliving chemicals is, and will undoubtedly continue to be, a total mystery to materialistic philosophers. The marvels of the reproductive process, and the almost-infinite complexity programmed into the genetic systems of plants and animals, are inexplicable except by special creation, at least if the laws of thermodynamics and probability mean anything at all. The account of the creation of "living creatures" in Genesis is the only rational explanation.

6. Origin of man Man is the most highly organized and complex entity in the universe, so far as we know, possessing not only innumerable intricate physico-chemical structures, and the marvelous capacities of life and reproduction, but also a nature which contemplates the abstract entities of beauty and love and worship, and which is capable of philosophizing about its own meaning. Man's imaginary evolutionary descent from animal ancestors is altogether illusory. The true record of his origin is given only in Genesis.

7. Origin of marriage The remarkably universal and stable institution of marriage and the home, in a monogamous, patriarchal social culture, is likewise described in Genesis as having been ordained by the Creator. Polygamy, infanticide, matriarchy, promiscuity, divorce, abortion, homosexuality, and other corruptions all developed later.

8. Origin of evil Cause-and-effect reasoning accounts for the origin of the concepts of goodness, truth, beauty, love, and such things as fundamental attributes of the Creator Himself. The origin of physical and moral evils in the universe is explained in Genesis as a temporary intrusion into God's perfect world, allowed by Him as a concession to the principle of human freedom and responsibility, and also to manifest Himself as Redeemer as well as Creator.

9. Origin of language The gulf between the chatterings of animals and the intelligent, abstract, symbolic communication systems of man is completely unbridgeable by any evolutionary process. The Book of Genesis not only accounts for the origin of language in general, but also for the various national languages in particular.

10. Origin of government The development of organized systems of human government is described in Genesis, with man responsible not only for his own actions, but also for the maintenance of orderly social structures through systems of laws and punishments.

11. Origin of culture The Book of Genesis also describes the beginning of the main entities which we now associate with civilized cultures--such things as urbanization, metallurgy, music, agriculture, animal husbandry, writing, education, navigation, textiles, and ceramics.

12. Origin of nations All scholars today accept the essential unity of the human race. The problem, then, is how distinct nations and races could develop if all men originally were of one race and one language. Only the Book of Genesis gives an adequate answer.

13. Origin of religion There are many different religions among men, but all share the consciousness that there must be some ultimate truth and meaning toward which men should strive. Many religions take the form of an organized system of worship and conduct. The origin of this unique characteristic of man's consciousness, as well as the origin of true worship of the true God, is given in Genesis.

14. Origin of the chosen people The enigma of the Israelites--the unique nation that was without a homeland for nineteen hundred years, which gave to the world the Bible and the knowledge of the true God, through which came Christianity and which yet rejects Christianity, a nation which has contributed signally to the world's art, music, science, finance, and other products of the human mind, and which is nevertheless despised by great numbers of people--is answered only in terms of the unique origin of Israel as set forth in the Book of Genesis. (Text fro Dr Morris)

There is no other source that credibly and logically explains the origin of all these important facts. The Bible is alone in it's correct view of man, sin, death, and the condition of the human heart.

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[Ken] I found the 14 items above listed in the book The Genesis Record: A Scientific and Devotional Commentary on the Book of Beginnings, originally published in 1976 by Dr. Henry Morris (one of those men who influenced me to embrace young-earth creationism, which you characterized as an “unfounded opinion of men”). In the context of this response, I would prefer to answer your own points in your own words relating directly to my book, not the copied-in text from another author. I won’t attempt a point-by-point response, but I do want to address a couple of items, having already addressed some of the others in chapter 6 of my book:

Morris states, “The earth is uniquely equipped with a great body of liquid water and an extensive blanket of an oxygen-nitrogen gaseous mixture.” At the time he wrote his book in 1976,  he could not have been expected to know about planets in other solar systems. Not until 1994 was the first extra-solar planet confirmed in our galaxy. Since then, an increasing number of planets have been discovered each year, and recently the first water-filled planet was identified. Based on the rate of discovery, there are likely billions of planets in our galaxy alone, and probably trillions in other galaxies. Can we say with confidence that none of them have an extensive oxygen-nitrogen gaseous mixture? If there are trillions of planets out there, I would certainly not bet against it.

Having studied historical linguistics at a sister institute of Wycliffe Bible Translators, I learned there is a consensus among linguists that all modern languages evolved historically from ancestral languages. For example, Italian, Spanish, Portuguese, and Romansh all evolved from Latin; no one seriously disputes this. The same sorts of processes have been going on for millennia, adequately explaining the great diversity of languages on earth today. Dr. Morris suggests that “The Book of Genesis not only accounts for the origin of language in general, but also for the various national languages in particular,” apparently referring to the breakup of languages at the time of the Tower of Babel. But since we already have a perfectly adequate explanation for how language splits up and evolves, the Tower of Babel story is not needed to explain how it happened. This is an argument based on evidence, by the way, not a feeling.

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[Mr. Robinson] "Why I Believed", is a classic example of how no amount of evidence can persuade a heart that really does not want to believe.

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[Ken] It seems you’re projecting your view of human nature into my situation, rather than accepting my statement in chapter 1 of my book, as though you know me better than I know myself:

“If I could patch things up by forcing myself to believe again, I would do so in a heartbeat. Unfortunately I have tried that several times, only to be besieged again by doubt, and have come to the conclusion that attempting to will myself to believe that which in my heart I do not believe is futile. In this struggle I am not alone; millions of others have passed through the valley of the shadow of doubt, finding themselves unable to return to the pastures of faith, despite repeated appeals to God to restore their faith. We have prayed more times than we can count, ‘I do believe; help me overcome my unbelief!’ (Mark 9:24)”

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[Mr. Robinson] In the end, human beings are experts at making excuses for why they both do and do not do certain things in their life. Facts do not persuade anyone to do anything, if they have an inner desire to not believe.

There is no revelation in this book that would ever persuade anyone who has genuinely examined all the evidence; studied the Bible in it's entirety, and examined the historical record of Jesus Christ's birth, life, death, and resurrection.

The attraction of sin in the world is sometimes greater to some individuals, than is the attraction to God. This is the reason that Jesus came and offered His life for all men. We are hopelessly lost and have no chance of ever redeeming ourselves from the total depravity and darkness of our own heart.

Rob Robinson
Bible Prophecy Update

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[Ken] It was not an attraction to sin that led me from my faith, but rather a growing realization that what I believed was probably untrue. Is there a particular sin or sins (other than the sin of unbelief) that you would accuse me of? It’s unfortunate that the Christian religion, which for many promotes good will and peace among men, is being used in your hands as a tool to impute the worst of motives, intentions, and actions on the millions of us who have left the faith after a wrenching struggle, wanting desperately to believe but not being able to reconcile our faith with reality. This is in keeping with the following observation from chapter 4 of my book:

“The bottom line is this: those whose beliefs are nonnegotiable will do whatever it takes to discredit those who challenge the Christian faith. Whatever it takes. Often the easiest way to do this is to impugn their character—they are arrogant, self-absorbed, immoral, willfully self-deceived, or unscrupulous.”

Again I thank you for taking time to read my book and to write your review. Though we fundamentally disagree, I wish you the best.

Peace,

Ken Daniels
Sam link
2/26/2012 08:11:00 am

Ken, I have such respect for you. Your responses are so calm and respectful, you are still the embodiment of a calm missionary.

When I announced my deconversion recently I was called (by the same person) first stupid and then "over intelligent" (by finding the loophole that allowed me to deny Christ without being an Athiest --apparently the term agnostic isn't widely know?). My response was not was calm as yours always are.

I hope you allow yourself the occasional moments in private to shout "you idiots!"

I'm always amazed at the mental gymnastics required to maintain faith in the face of logic and evidence. I respect the believers who admit there are problems with the logic of Christianity and that they are comfortable not having all the answers. That is more honest than trying to explain away everything.

Thanks again for representing us former believers so kindly and articulately.

David
5/9/2012 11:01:55 am

"I'm always amazed at the mental gymnastics required to maintain faith in the face of logic and evidence"

Indeed! So am I!

Ken Daniels
2/26/2012 08:33:15 am

Thanks, Sam--I very much appreciate your encouragement! I do find that being respectful helps most discussions along, but I on the other hand I can't just lie back and take just anything unsubstantiated that's said about me (or my fellow deconverts) without responding, which is what I've tried to do here. It's tricky to find the right balance, but I appreciate your confirmation that I'm on the right track.

Holly
2/26/2012 09:54:46 am

Hi Ken,
I always look forward to Sundays when I know you will post. I did not read all of this yet and will get back to it probably tomorrow during my lunch break. I'm irked at the little bit I did read and I agree with Sam that I will always appreciate your calm and respectful approach. I really believe that approach gets much further than calling people "morons" and other choice words that I too am too respectful to actually say (yet think in my head all the time!). Cheers!

Holly

Rob Robinson link
2/26/2012 10:05:09 am

Mr. Daniels,

The point of my comments for your book is that I find it very difficult to believe that someone who has seen the vast amount of evidence for the Resurrection of Jesus Christ, the undeniable precision of fulfilled prophecy, and has lived as he claimed, as a true believer in Jesus Christ for as many years as you say you have, to be able to walk away from that relationship, as you claim you have.

Your efforts to convince me, and those to whom you write in your book, are let me say, "over the top". There have been many people, Millions like yourself, who have claimed to live in a relationship with Jesus Christ, and then walked away from Him later in their life. Your story is nothing new, yet the way in which you are approaching your "deconversion" causes me to believe that there is much more to this story than simply that you can no longer believe "because of the evidence".

The evidence for faith in Jesus Christ is overwhelming, to say the least. For many former Atheist's and non believers, it was the evidence that they honesty and diligently pursued, that led them to faith in Jesus Christ. If you sincerely believe that every question you have or concern you have raised about the Bible, can be answered in this life, then you are mistaken. There are hundred of questions that I have to ask the Lord later, but for now I file those in "To be known later".

This I do know, and of this I am certain: There has never been anyone like Jesus before in the history of the world. He raised the dead, healed the sick and then when they crucified him, He raised Himself from the dead. the testimony of all those who knew Him intimately was that He was "Without Sin". These are the facts of history by the eyewitnesses who saw him killed and then alive three days later. No one in all of the history of man has ever been able to successfully refute the resurrection of Jesus Christ. It is this fact alone that causes me to follow Him and no other.

I am sorry but I do not buy into your story that you cannot believe because of the evidence. That statement in and of itself is why I don't believe your story.

In my view, one of two things happened in your situation:

1. Your heart has deceived you and your falling away came because you followed your heart, and not the facts.

2. You saw a great opportunity to make a lot of money by being a former Missionary who knew all the facts of Christianity, yet could not believe them.

L. Ron Hubbard, who founded the church of Scientiolgy, said that if you want to make a lot of money, start a new religion:.

Being one of the very few who have claimed to believe in Jesus Christ and then walked away, with such fervor and with such effort to convince, leads me to this as the most likely of the two.

One of the pitfalls of following Jesus, is that it is a relationship that we have to work at ourselves. Salvation is by Grace through Faith, but to abide in and stay close to Jesus requires a dally effort and desire from the one who will follow Jesus.

Jesus said that the one who endures to the end will be saved. Many, like yourself who have been walking with the Lord for many years, have fallen away, due to a lack of diligence and desire.

Jesus said in His example of the four soils that only one in four people who hear the message about what He has done, will go on to bear fruit and live for Him.

Jesus said that the road to eternal life is very narrow and there are few who find it. But broad is the way that leads to destruction and many there are that go that way (paraphrased)

The fact that you spend so much time dwelling on your doubts and concerns, instead of dwelling on the Word of God and your relationship with Jesus, is a large contributing factor in your falling away.

Jeremiah the prophet warned us that the human heart is "Deceitful above ALL things and desperately wicked...."

We cannot ever trust the emotions of our heart that cause us to doubt what we formerly embraced as truth, when it comes to the world of God. It is one of the tactics of satan that he plants doubts in the mind of those who believe in Jesus, to begin to dwell on things that do not bring us closer to the Lord, but instead lead us away from Him.

Even Judas, who walked with Jesus, saw everything and heard everything that Jesus did, knew that He was the Eternal God, and Creator, but it was the doubts that he had in his own deceitful heart that led him away from Jesus, and ultimately to betray Him.

Even at the end, the last night that Judas was with Jesus, the Lord gave him the place of honor at the table of the last supper. A place reserved for those who were closest to the Lord. Even though Judas would betray Jesus and the Lord knowing this, He still loved Judas and gave him every opportunity to return to Him.

If you can turn your back on the Love that Jesus has shown you and by the offering of His life for you, this is not enough to hold you to Him. No evidence or pleading will bring you back to the Lord

Ken Daniels
2/26/2012 01:17:43 pm

Mr. Robinson,

Sorry about the technical problems with this blog site and the response. I got a notice that your response above went to spam, so I found it and approved/undeleted it to make it appear, but it appears to have been cut off at the end.

At any rate, I would prefer that this discussion be held at the Amazon site instead of here. I've responded to your last message there in the comment section of your review.

magnus08
5/16/2012 02:42:28 am

Mr. Robinson,

If I were to claim that the Bhagavad Gita, the Buddhist scriptures, the Book of Mormon, or the Quran was historically reliable and that, if you did not believe the many amazing claims made in each of them, it was because your heart had been "deceived," would you agree? If not, why not? How could you be sure Satan wasn't simply planting doubt in your mind?

Moreover, if you follow the Golden Rule, then you should agree that, if you want others to come to Christ, then you should likewise submit to Islam, take refuge in the Buddha, worship Brahman, and accept the teachings of Joseph Smith, L. Ron Hubbard, etc. If you are not willing to do this, then you cannot really claim to follow the Golden Rule--at least not concerning your religious beliefs. But then you shouldn't expect anyone else to be willing to adopt your own beliefs.

James Hutton
2/26/2012 02:20:10 pm

Allow me to second Sam's admiration of your restraint. The more he talked, the angrier I got, but you kept it together throughout. Ken, you have all the makings of a true leader in the rapidly burgeoning "christians become unbelievers" community. I look forward to what you have in the future.

It was very interesting to read what Mr Robinson wrote, since the accusation of relying on 'feelings' is exactly how feel Christians act, when talk about God and all that. I don't say it out loud, but they always go back to their 'relationship' as if this is what will convince me. It's fascinating to see someone accusing you of the same thing.

And of course the classic "Christ fulfils lots of OT prophecies what are the odds" argument. Of course the prophecies are cherry picked so the odds are 1. Example; the prophecies in Zechariah 14 aren't about Jesus because it doesn't fit with what we know about Jesus. But hey, Isaiah 7:14 is about Jesus because it fits with what we know about Jesus, WHAT ARE THE ODDS??

It was actually when I picked up a book about Christian apologetics, and that was the first argument that it led off with, that finally, totally convinced me to leave the faith. If that was the best they could do, try and fool with a simple piece of logical misdirection, then I was out of there.

Much respect,
James

Ken Daniels
2/27/2012 03:14:41 am

Thanks for your thoughts, James! I appreciate your "what are the odds??" observation. It makes good sense to me, but unfortunately I don't think it will get through to those who don't want to understand it. I'm going to move on from the dialog I was having with Mr. Robinson and hopefully choose a more positive topic for next week's post... I do wish him well in his ministry to the poor in the Philippines, despite our differences.

Agnostic-Deconversion in Progress
2/27/2012 12:03:09 am

Mr. Robinson writes,
"There have been many people, Millions like yourself, who have claimed to live in a relationship with Jesus Christ, and then walked away from Him later in their life."
A little later, he writes,
"The evidence for faith in Jesus Christ is overwhelming, to say the least. For many former Atheist's and non believers, it was the evidence that they honesty and diligently pursued, that led them to faith in Jesus Christ."
Then he states,
"Being one of the very few who have claimed to believe in Jesus Christ and then walked away, with such fervor and with such effort to convince, leads me to this as the most likely of the two [reasons for Ken's deconversion]."

So, let me see if I have this right... The many that have deconverted do nothing to refute the proposition that the evidence for Christ is "overwhelming," but those who do convert are support for the proposition that it is...?

The statement about you being "one of the very few" to deconvert is clearly contradictory to his earlier statement and just a setup for the ad hominem sermon that follows.

The lack of one world religion or even a small number of Christian denominations (as opposed to the hundreds or thousands+ that exist) and the countless number of websites debating these issues seem to be a fair indication that the evidence is not "overwhelming."

Ken Daniels
2/27/2012 03:08:38 am

Dear "Agnostic-Deconversion in Progress,"

I like your name!

Thanks for pointing out that inconsistency. I think it's apparent the dialogue with him isn't going to progress any further, so I've agreed with him to bring it to an end. I have no doubt he's a good man who serves the poor, and I can only respect him for that. We just live in parallel universes when it comes to how to discuss our respective views. It was an enlightening experience to dialog with him, though. I'll try to choose a more positive topic for next week's blog post...

Charlie
2/28/2012 12:48:46 am

As a recently de-converted believer, I'd love to see the overwhelming evidence for Jesus' life/death/resurrection along with some hard archaeological evidence for the myth of the Hebrew sojourn in the desert. The Christian mythology is attractive in terms of what it offers. Sadly, scrutiny reveals that the promises are likely kited checks with an eternal (and untestable) post-date. :(

I miss the certainty I had in my faith, but I do not miss the mental gymnastics required to square my faith with my curiousity and commitment to rational thinking.

Ken, you're more patient than I am, and I've been very thankful for your book as it was the first that I came across telling a story similar to my own. Thanks for setting the tone for respectful and honest dialogue.

KJ
3/4/2012 01:23:24 pm

Initially I didn't feel the desire to comment, but the letter by Robinson kind of irked me. Mr Robinson, I can't speak for Ken, but your other criticism that he stood to gain financially was really below the belt, seeing as the multi-million dollar, business-class travelling, megachurch industry of evangelists (always raising money for the poor when oddly very little goes to the poor) is oddly something Christians speak out very little against despite Jesus' teachings about the rich man and getting to heaven. If Ken were to choose an industry to earn a living, he could have chosen to be a liar and move into this much more lucrative market, than catering to an obscure segment of people who deconvert but have little animosity to their former religion, I'm sure.

But aside from that, writing about why we disbelieve is perhaps something of a catharsis. When I deconverted, I wrote an essay about my reasons for losing faith, and the more I studied the more I wrote... It was already over 10,000 words before I started sharing it with some people, and many of these people strongly encouraged me to publish - so that others might know they were not alone. In the end, I didn't publish it, but I continued to study these things and they took on a life of their own, as I delved into sociology, anthropology, archaeology, philosophy, science and all kinds of fascinating aspects of knowledge that I had previously not really thought about. And having all those things in your head, there's always the feeling that you ought to sit down and put those together in a systematic way, a kind of "sorting" for your own intellectual production, and if you do those things successfully - why not publish?

Why do we lose the faith? A complex of reasons. And there's a difference between necessary and sufficient conditions, between triggers and foundational changes. Contradictions in the Bible were "necessary" to get down the path to losing the faith, but not sufficient in themselves to lose the faith. Scientific errors too. And perhaps personal crises were triggers that lead to questioning, but they didn't create new belief systems in their place. A quest for meaning, internal consistency, and an understanding of one's place in the world (or whatever the thing was that replaced "God's will for me") were the drivers of creating a new belief system for me. When I was actually deeply troubled by my Christian belief, I remained a Christian (this was in my teens, caused undoubtedly by the turmoil wrought by my parents' ministry that was "God's will" but causing me no end of unhappiness as I didn't enjoy the life of a missionary kid whose life was constantly uprooted). And yet, when I actually began to have a hold over my own life, and started to be able to regain control - I was never happier, going to church because I believed God had turned me around - and then with a bolt from the blue I realised I didn't believe in God anymore - no personal crisis, no emotional turmoil - just simply... a lack of faith in divine providence.

Make what you will of that Mr Robinson, but there are many who go through different paths out of "faith", and we all appreciate Ken's writing about these things as it gives us perspective in our own lives.

Nan link
3/25/2012 03:22:28 am

Mr. Robinson may believe that the "evidence for faith in Jesus Christ is overwhelming," but this is the case only if you believe the bible. Outside of the 'holy' book, there is little evidence that anything that Jesus is reported to have done or said is verifiable.

I speak from many hours of research and study for a book I'm writing in which I address the origin of many common beliefs in Christianity.

Ken, I purchased your book (ebook format) a few days ago and can barely put it down. I've recommended it on my own blog.


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    Kenneth W. Daniels (1968-), son of evangelical missionaries, is the author of Why I Believed: Reflections of a Former Missionary. He grew up in Africa and returned as an adult to serve with Wycliffe Bible Translators in Niger on the edge of the Sahara Desert. While studying the Bible on the mission field, he came to doubt the message he had traveled across the world to bring to a nomadic camel-herding ethnic group. Though he lost his faith and as a result left Africa in 2000, he remains part of a conservative Christian family. He currently resides with his wife and three children in suburban Dallas, TX, where he works as a software developer.

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